I miss my cat so much, it's brought my spirit and my heart down. I always feel empty, and lonely.

She died in January when she was only two, and I am so heartbroken still about it. I can't get over it, and I don't know if I necessarily want to get over it.

My pets are my life; they are my children. I feel as if I failed her, and thus failed myself.

I know it sounds stupid to some, but she was such a huge part of my life that I truly am lost without her.